Sorry if I wasn't clear. I haven't been using any HCG during the 19 months. I would normally use it during a "normal" cycle. Which for me would be like 12-16 weeks. I did a cycle starting in May of 2013. Decided to stay on TRT dose after the cycle ended. Then I upped it to a heavy cycle back in April of this year. So I have really been "on" for 19 months. Mostly just high dose Test.
I decided to come off for a few reasons. I don't like having raisins for balls. When I cum its like two drops comes out. LOL. And I have had real problems even getting hard. Now I know that could be a prolactin problem or something else. But it is definitely related. Hell when I was doing 1500mg of Test a week my sex drive was not even that great and my dick didn't work that well. I know I need to get blood work done. I would just like to get my balls back if I can, get a hard on and see if its still possible to make any gains natural. If not then I will just go back on self-administered TRT.
Clomid is out of the question. I used that stuff after my first cycle years ago. I was thinking about jumping off a bridge. No way in hell will I touch that shit again.