on the fence. decisions

maxsupplements · Sep 22, 2006

guys, i know you all well, and have been doing some seirous thinking lately.. i have been back lifting natty for about a year now. and i gotta say.. i am having a hard time wanting to stay natural. i had a bit of a hard time with aas, they tend to make me really get badly hairy, and above that, its not really something i think that my religious aspects are leaning into. no to mention the fact that i am totally single, and that means NO BOOTY.. .atleast no consistent booty.. lol ... so, my quesiton is, how do you combat your thoughts about returning to the dark side?? i have really lost some serious size, shirts dont fit right, i dont look right in my eyes, and above all, i hate people asking. "you still lifting"... its tough, so, i either need some encouragment to get back on, or stay natty.. im 26 and still have alot of my life ahead of me. its one of those personal battles.. and i gotta say, its soo much easier to give advice as it is to actually implement it into your life.. ouch, sigmund, fellas, give me some wordzzzzz.. thanks guys!! whats a fella to do in a situation like this??

OuchThatHurts · Sep 22, 2006

Hmm... so you're caught in a moral dilemma here max. You got yourself a little catch 22 going on here. You're still pretty young yet. You should get your bloodwork done if you haven't already to see what your natural levels are. I've never looked at it as the dark side but if you do, that says something about the way you feel. I can understand you wanting all the benefits but as you have noticed, those benefits can have some side effects. Nobody can tell you the right thing to do here.

I can tell you this; Do not disobey your own conscience. To do that is to betray yourself. So whatever you decide, make sure you're comfortable with it.

maxsupplements · Sep 22, 2006

i guess it was just last nite...

it was a tougn day yesterday...

you are right brotha.. totally... moral dilemma.. you know what i am capable of.. i can even question my own decisions and wonder if what i do is right or wrong.. like you said,, not to manny people can do that!!!

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you are right. and my conscious is telling me not to do it. so, with that said.. decision made. not gonna do it. Morally, i am staying on the safe side, and not going to do it. it was a good thought and dream..

what is hard is lifting the same weight, hoping i can get back to where i was when i was taking super supplements, but somehow naturally. Oh well, guess there is a time and place for that stuff, and am not there..

thanks for some advice..