this sucks so bad, thiers no advice to be honest. but thiers some good info you shouldnt forget like the more horrible relationships and crazy bitches you go through, the better "the one" is gonna seem to you when you finally meet her, you going to be going through hell for a long time just hang in thier and start being picky with your women. I have been picky for the past 1 1/2 years single, and when first meeting talking to a girl, tried to avoid talking about anything materialistic money wise job whatever just to find someone who likes me for me. and finally my search is over... I have had some fucked up girls in the past, my last x fiance was fucking some guy behind my back while still with me for the past 3 months of our relationship, she left me 3 days after I bought her a 800.00 cocker spaniel and a ton of other shit on christmas, so decemeber 28th, Also got cops involved said i beat her (lies) said i had roid rage and was a steroid dealer stalking her on the phone, calling all the time, i got off that by bring in my caller ID to show she called me daily for a few weeks in a row, to set me up so she had proof i was calling her back for phone harrashment, since then just to be cruel for what ever reasons would be fucked up on drugs and call while fucking random guys while i still cared about her. and just do shit like make noises in the phone then say crap like listen to how wet i am and hearing some fuckers nuts slap off her while hes pounding her... !!! god i hate thinking aobut that... I think her motivation to hurt me was just the fact on how clearly and I told her on what kind of person she was when she left me I think i convinced her she was worthless and maybe she belevied me?
but yeah it will all pass man and these whores just are preparing you and teaching you how to pick your women better to find that right one for you. i may be young to be talking about an issue like htis but I think im pretty much on the ball.