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My estrogen levels actually are coming back high every time I do blood work. Like above 30 for Estradiol and I have Hashimoto's thyroid disease. I take one 15mg Armour thyroid pill and one 5MCG of Cytomel (T3). I have a separate thyroid specialist I see for this issue
Why don't you recommend Caber? I was the one who brought it up to my TRT doctor because I went on Wikipedia and saw that the binding affinity was very strong and it was a full agonist as opposed to being a partial one. Because the binding affinity is so high my theory is that it would be able to out-compete the abilify they put me on and restore sexual function. I know if prolactin is too low it will make it so you can't cum like a ssri.
Yes Dr. O'Connor prescribed me the Testosterone but I'm currently not taking it.
My doc gave me Arimidex but I don't think its strong enough and I got a better feeling on Aromasin and least with getting rid of my mild Gyno. If the estrogen keeps rebounding high what do you personally suggest? I'm not even taking test and my estrogen comes back high - So clearly there is already a hormonal imbalance issue.
The reason why I'm worried about fertility is once again I think philosophically/psychologically in a very darwinian evolutionary sense.
I've seen a very "Competitive" nasty cut-throat side to people - where people play games, lie, and are two-faced. Everybody wants acceptance with like-minded people but that in itself is competitive - especially with extroverts who need a certain amount of social stimulation to get there energy and would most likely be bored to death by a introvert. Evolutionary psychology goes more in depth in terms of Tribal Morality and some of my existential crisis's stem from the fear of never finding acceptance within the right "Tribe". Most mental health facilitates do not want to acknowledge Evo Pysch even misconstruing it as social Darwinism when it simply explains human nature from a evolutionary perspective (Constant Competition). The feelings of weakness and wanting to die could border onSocial Darwinism but I view it as natures way of saying your not happy because this is how natural selection has programmed you. (EGO)
So when you combine the fact that people are cruel and competitive and your dick doesn't work - that creates the feelings of hopelessness, paranoia, and suicidal idealization. Especially, if there is this inherent animalistic side to people and you lack confidence from not feeling testosterone or masculinity - even sexual frustration and coming off desperate to people even girls
No joke though I've been cussed out - given the "I don't like you's" - given the silent treatment - given the silent fuck you's. All kinds of fucked up shit and I internalize that and combine that from a evolutionary perspective - it makes me feel like my life is meaningless and there is no hope.
I want to reiterate that I'm currently being looked after through ACT and receiving more than enough help for my issues.
Overman - Thank you very much for your feedback and psychological info regarding suicide. I'd rather not share my location but maybe you have more insight or intellectual knowledge that could be helpful to me?
Why don't you recommend Caber? I was the one who brought it up to my TRT doctor because I went on Wikipedia and saw that the binding affinity was very strong and it was a full agonist as opposed to being a partial one. Because the binding affinity is so high my theory is that it would be able to out-compete the abilify they put me on and restore sexual function. I know if prolactin is too low it will make it so you can't cum like a ssri.
Yes Dr. O'Connor prescribed me the Testosterone but I'm currently not taking it.
My doc gave me Arimidex but I don't think its strong enough and I got a better feeling on Aromasin and least with getting rid of my mild Gyno. If the estrogen keeps rebounding high what do you personally suggest? I'm not even taking test and my estrogen comes back high - So clearly there is already a hormonal imbalance issue.
The reason why I'm worried about fertility is once again I think philosophically/psychologically in a very darwinian evolutionary sense.
I've seen a very "Competitive" nasty cut-throat side to people - where people play games, lie, and are two-faced. Everybody wants acceptance with like-minded people but that in itself is competitive - especially with extroverts who need a certain amount of social stimulation to get there energy and would most likely be bored to death by a introvert. Evolutionary psychology goes more in depth in terms of Tribal Morality and some of my existential crisis's stem from the fear of never finding acceptance within the right "Tribe". Most mental health facilitates do not want to acknowledge Evo Pysch even misconstruing it as social Darwinism when it simply explains human nature from a evolutionary perspective (Constant Competition). The feelings of weakness and wanting to die could border on
So when you combine the fact that people are cruel and competitive and your dick doesn't work - that creates the feelings of hopelessness, paranoia, and suicidal idealization. Especially, if there is this inherent animalistic side to people and you lack confidence from not feeling testosterone or masculinity - even sexual frustration and coming off desperate to people even girls
No joke though I've been cussed out - given the "I don't like you's" - given the silent treatment - given the silent fuck you's. All kinds of fucked up shit and I internalize that and combine that from a evolutionary perspective - it makes me feel like my life is meaningless and there is no hope.
I want to reiterate that I'm currently being looked after through ACT and receiving more than enough help for my issues.
Overman - Thank you very much for your feedback and psychological info regarding suicide. I'd rather not share my location but maybe you have more insight or intellectual knowledge that could be helpful to me?