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- Sep 30, 2007
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Well guys after thinking long and hard,I've decided to quit competing and dropping the steroids.I've been on gear for the last 12 years and have done as much as 10g each of test and deca a week including dbol or anadrol!That was from me not knowing any better and listening to my trainer tell me thats what it took to turn pro!LOL I was such a moron,but my point is that the gear definetly raises my aggression levels and that has affected my relationships with friends and most importantly my wife.She truly is the most precious thing to me and all I want is to better our relationship with each other and with God!It wasn't an easy decision as I have been really enjoyed the challenges every year that goes with competing,but any sponsorships or endorsements havent come my way and a pro card is certainly a pipe dream.Its only a hobby,but one I have invested my life into and now I'm re prioritizing whats truly important.I love my wife so much and bodybuilding doesnt bring me nowhere near as much happiness as her.I'm 40 and have to start thinking of my health as well.I will prolly just do 1 shot of test every 10 days to maintain,but to me ,thats not even on cause I dont have the aggression issues nor the attitude I do with higher doses and prolly 2 iu's of growth the rest of my life.I will however be supporting my friends like gooey at Nats this year.Steroids have only made me a jerk.Thanks for letting me share guys