Remembering....

[lucian]

now i have some carbs in me im thinking straight again.
memorial day just passed and id like to start a thread remembering some people who we lost...


my boy androkid. (timmy)

stk (started me on my quest to competition.)

chris roy (my older brother killed in a drunkdriving accisednt 5 years ago....)

lucky(my 1st bulldog) damn i miss my boy!!!!!!

2 of my bros killed in Iraq(one was in the blackwater ops program.)

a day of remembering, not just for the military but for loved ones in general....

there are many more i can list but my list would be sooo long it wouldnt fit in the ban width.

to all i have listed and the ones i have not.....
i remember you and i always will.
i have learned to forgive but will NEVER forget.
ill see all of you on the other side........
lucian

 

[annie78]

Sorry

I did not eat carbs but I am tired...so tired-11 training sessions today and one more legs(mine)and super extra work out
Sorry about your friends and family
I do not know how you feel(I only lost my grandfather long time ago)
But I just want to say"lets live our life first for us,then for all of the people who love us,then for the people who hate us...and for the people who we lost
lets enjoy our life..and make the people round us happy
The destiny will show us the right way to go
lets live for everybody..

 

[lucian]

I did not eat carbs but I am tired...so tired-11 training sessions today and one more legs(mine)and super extra work out
Sorry about your friends and family
I do not know how you feel(I only lost my grandfather long time ago)
But I just want to say"lets live our life first for us,then for all of the people who love us,then for the people who hate us...and for the people who we lost
lets enjoy our life..and make the people round us happy
The destiny will show us the right way to go
lets live for everybody..

if theres one thing i have learned from the people i have lost especialy chris...its you never know when time is up.
he was a wild guy, lived on the edge. he was 3 yr older then me and i followed his lead on everything, one early morning i got the phone call everyone dreads....things are kinda a blur but he packed so much in his 28 years maybe he had a full life.
he got me started training, made me do my first curl,squat,bench everything...standing on that stage this weekend was great but there was something missing,,,,,him. not sure if he would be prooud or not but its all because of him i found this sport and indirectly.......myself.
i miss him every day, when im alone i think of the good times a kids we were together. he was my brother, my mentor,and the best friend i ever had.
when i went home in january i saw our little 4 yr old niece. i said do you remember me she said yeah..uncle christopher. at the time i was bald and we look a lot alike...devestating to hear her ay that.
well im not going to bore you guys with my problems....
just remember your loved ones...that keeps their memory alive.
lucian

 

[dumbbell21]

Id like to raise a toast to all the "fallen" bro's out there, civilian and military!

 

[NPCS FINEST]

STK was the man!!! Did he really pass or just retire? right before all that went down I got a strange e-mail from him....almost as if he was giving me a heads up that he wasnt going to be around anymore.....but in a retired kinda way

 

[lilkoreangirl]

Everyday...

Lucian,
From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry for all the pain and loss that you have suffered thus far in your life. Although I cannot begin to fathom what it's like to lose someone close, nor can I truly empathize with how you feel, I can say that I pray for you every day. Every single day, God hears my plea to give you a better life. A life full of love, happiness and meaning. You said the lesson you learned from your brother's passing was that you never know when your time is up. You're 100% right. This lesson, however, comes from within. May you find peace in your mind, heart and body. Amo-te.
Your LKG.

 

[lucian]

...

thanks for the posts and support.
its not easy to loose loved ones, but it happens.
every year about this time i get moody and sad.
his death date is comming up and my whole family gets strange.
nobody talks about it.
i went to visit his grave in january, and it seemed like no time at all had gone by. like it just happened.
all i can do is just remember him and keep his memory alive.

as for stk,
his girl put out an email after he passed away. im not positive if he realy passed but we were freinds and he didnt mention anything to me about getting out of the game.
occasionaly ill see a post with "former member of the bloodline on it."
and i smile knowing what it is and who was involved.
he was real nice to me, and gave me answers when nobody else would.
i miss him.....stk.
lucian

 

[LongTimeNoSee]

Lucian...

Coming from the "mama of the bloodline" and the one with the unfortunate luck of finding "founder of the bloodline" after his time was done. Yes, he did pass and I can completley sympothize with your statement about this time of year being difficult. I was just looking at a few of his pictures and to think that it has almost been 4 years is unbelievable. I hope that God helps you through this rough time.

 

[Chuck999]

STK was really one of the good guys. I miss him. And a lot of others too. Life sure can be a funny old fucker can't it? Need to appreciate people while they're around. They won't always be...and I guess that goes for us too.

Chuck999