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I agree that killing yourself is the most absolute selfish thing thing you can do for your friends and families sakes, but I do have sympathy for the guy bc he struggled with addiction and depression his entire life. He just saw no way out and that's unfortunate. Tomorrow could have been the best day of his life, but now he'll never know.
I've seen so many suicide attempts and successful suicides in my career and ill tell you what.... You never get the vision out of your head. Walking into a room and seeing someone hanging from a rope is one of the most mortifying things that I've ever seen, and unfortunately I've seen it more than a few times.
What's even worse is when you can tell the person struggled and most likely changed their mind at the last minute because you can see scratches on their throat from where they tried to get the rope from around their neck. Now THAT is shit that will leave you with nightmares. Trust me on that one. Images such as that will never leave your mind, unfortunately... Never.
You know that is the way i look at it ,tomorrow could have been the best day f his life but he will never ever know it!'
one thing i must confess to you guys ,i had a friend who always called me to tell me that everybody's life would be better if he would just end it all and kill himself.'
I heard this 50 or more times and each time he wouldn't seek counseling ,i begged and cried and it got to the point where it affected my life and my family.
One night he went into his spill and for some reason i yelled at him and told him that if he wasn't going to take advice given to him he had might as well do it and get it over with.
2 days later his mother called me and told me he shot himself in the head with a 38.
What a great fucking friend i was.
Sorry about mentioning this cause i have never meant to ever hurt anybody.I will carry this blame for my entire life.
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