Sex Drive Will Not Return After 8 Months

intensed · Dec 27, 2013

Hi,

Used steroids heavily for many years of my life. For a period of time I went without break for 2-3 years. Since then I have tried to free myself from all steroids. The longest break I took was 8 months and my sex drive did not return. I would get periods of time when I would have wet dreams, and have hope that my body was returning to its natural rhythm. It seemed every few months my body would try to restart and I would have somewhat of a sex drive for a few days and then nothing. Its like my body is trying to reboot and has no clue. So after that 8 month experience I went back on testosterone to save my relationship. When I'm back on I feel great, unless I get useless UG. Then I choose to go off again for months hoping my body will reboot. I have done this tirelessly for 2 years. It has complicated my relationship with my girl and has strained our relationship because I have no desire. I'm currently 6 months since my last shot and having no luck. My girl wonders if I'm cheating or what is wrong with her. I'm at my ends rope... My body feels every few weeks its recovering and in the end my body does not recover. I have no health insurance, and afraid to spend money to buy testosterone from UG, as more times than not the product was no good, So I keep spending to find a way to fix my problem. I have tried Clomid from many liquid products and has had no effect. I realize I'm shut down to the extreme. I can't be the only story here dealing with this issue. I want to be normal again, and train with natural levels. I want to make my girl happy again. She does not deserve my own selfishness of the past. As it stands my only option is to find legit Testosterone. So does this mean I will always have to seek out sponsors in a gamble to keep my sex drive functioning. I realize if I had insurance I would probably be placed on a HRT Dose. I hope some can relate, and I can become a man again after the years of abuse.

ALLEX · Dec 27, 2013

There are a few threads about this very same subject going on now. Take a look at them.

Ehren · Dec 27, 2013

Like ALLEX said, lots of info.

You may need something to limit high Estrogen = negative feedback = stopping your own test production. Clomid/Nolva/hCG only works as long as you take it and then you shut down again IF E2 remains too high.

Just a guess without Bloodwork though, Bro.

powerup · Dec 27, 2013

ALLEX said:
There are a few threads about this very same subject going on now. Take a look at them.

Ehren said:
Like ALLEX said, lots of info.

You may need something to limit high Estrogen = negative feedback = stopping your own test production. Clomid/Nolva/hCG only works as long as you take it and then you shut down again IF E2 remains too high.

Just a guess without Bloodwork though, Bro.

Follow the advice from above...in the meantime try Viagra or Cialis til you can get back on track

mike036 · Dec 27, 2013

powerup said:
Follow the advice from above...in the meantime try Viagra or Cialis til you can get back on track

Viagra and cialis are great but do nothing for sex drive .for those drugs to work you have to be turned on . I had a similar situation about 2 years ago . I was running a high test /high deca cycle and using mp's crappy caber and extremasan .i had no sex drive period , no amount of pharm grade Viagra would work . I had to use pge-1 ( caverject) to have sex. Now I only use pharm grade caber, and don't have issues with sex drive when running deca or tren .if you want to reboot your system stick with pharm grade ancillaries , plenty if sponsors carry them

kubes · Dec 27, 2013

It would be best to spend the money and run labs. A full hormone panel if you can. That's the only way to know for sure what's going on.

jimmyjones · Dec 27, 2013

intensed said:
Hi,

Used steroids heavily for many years of my life. For a period of time I went without break for 2-3 years. Since then I have tried to free myself from all steroids. The longest break I took was 8 months and my sex drive did not return. I would get periods of time when I would have wet dreams, and have hope that my body was returning to its natural rhythm. It seemed every few months my body would try to restart and I would have somewhat of a sex drive for a few days and then nothing. Its like my body is trying to reboot and has no clue. So after that 8 month experience I went back on testosterone to save my relationship. When I'm back on I feel great, unless I get useless UG. Then I choose to go off again for months hoping my body will reboot. I have done this tirelessly for 2 years. It has complicated my relationship with my girl and has strained our relationship because I have no desire. I'm currently 6 months since my last shot and having no luck. My girl wonders if I'm cheating or what is wrong with her. I'm at my ends rope... My body feels every few weeks its recovering and in the end my body does not recover. I have no health insurance, and afraid to spend money to buy testosterone from UG, as more times than not the product was no good, So I keep spending to find a way to fix my problem. I have tried Clomid from many liquid products and has had no effect. I realize I'm shut down to the extreme. I can't be the only story here dealing with this issue. I want to be normal again, and train with natural levels. I want to make my girl happy again. She does not deserve my own selfishness of the past. As it stands my only option is to find legit Testosterone. So does this mean I will always have to seek out sponsors in a gamble to keep my sex drive functioning. I realize if I had insurance I would probably be placed on a HRT Dose. I hope some can relate, and I can become a man again after the years of abuse.

Have you ever tried Melanotan II ? There is nothing more powerful than the sex drive from that....

That is my usual last resort....but fixing the problem directly is necessary.

You can get cheap hormone panel blood work done...and thats all u need to see the problem in the picture.

In the end...it may just be high estrogen levels with and high shbg levels .... for that you need a legitimate aromatase inhibitor and possibly some masteron or proviron.

Unfortunately, its possible that you have damaged your HPTA beyond natural repair and you may have to be on TRT for life. But again, only blood work will tell you most of the true story.