This sounds like the text you would come across in a bad comic book lol. This it's what I thought of while reading this post and trying to fill in for the broken English.
" I use to be a fat ass, possibly a little crazy, I knew nothing about hormones. I just knew that I wanted more from life, I wanted the Power, even if it cost me losing my mind, I needed that Power and Tren would give me just that. I found some Tren one day and the Power was mine! I was so Powerful, but all this Power came at a cost. I suffered long and hard for aquiring so much Power, I almost lost everything. It's to sad to talk about."
"It wasn't until I realized that I was acting stupid and was not actually crazy, that I put the Power down and stopped using the Tren. Since than, life has been good, I have no Power still, but am now once again having the desire to activate the Powers with a "Stack" please advise on my combination of drugs, will this give me the Power I desire?"