IFBB PRO / Featured Member / Kilo Klub
Kilo Klub Member
- Aug 19, 2012
This is something I honestly encountered for the 1st time recently.....been training for about 18 years total.... taking it seriously the last 8..... competing the last 4... was fortunate enough to win my Pro card and do my Pro debut 2 weeks later and nabbing 2nd place..... so fast forward 5 months and here I am starting to prepare for the 2018 season and can't seem to get motivated.... I don't understand it.... I have an opportunity to do something not everyone can do....compete as a Pro.. but yet am struggling to get my shit going..... instead of embracing this opportunity and giving it my all i'm like...."eh, whatever".... i've NEVER had this happen to me...i've always been charged up, a self starter...never had to rely on anybody to get fired up...but it seems like ever since I nabbed that card I lost that "fire".... just seems like i'm going thru the motions and not training with a purpose.....and I know it'll reflect on the package i'm going to bring.... In the past I could get away with not bringing my best and still place very high..... I approach the Pro level the same way and ima get my ass handed to me..... have any of you encountered this??