You watching to many movies kid. You wanna picture rebel bad boy spending money with hookers and drugs while "unemployed". That`s a fast track to getting popped. Now imagine looking over your shoulder every time you pick up the mail waiting for a pack to come in. Looking up with paranoia when you hear a helicopter or diesel truck that might be swat. Sweating bullets because a kid that works for you got popped doing stupid stuff and you`re hoping he don`t roll on you. Now imagine making 6 figures legit without those worries. I bet you still wanna be an action hero.