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This is very embarrassing for me but I don't know what to do.
I have been with my current girlfriend for 5 1/2 years we get along great definitely my best friend. I am very very attracted to her she is the perfect girl for me 100% italian black hair tan skin huge implants and nice big ass. She has never been a huge sex freak or sexual person. It has always been the last thing on her mind. She is currently in nursing school and getting ready to graduate her schedule is hectic and I understand completely. But we never ever have sex any more. An estimate would be since the new year probably 5 times. I am 24 she is 22. I don't want to be an asshole I bring it up sometimes and shell say shes tired and she has to study or wake up early and shes stressed. So I dont push the subject on her. I feel like I am crawling out of my skin sometimes shell walk around the house naked out of the shower and I am so horny I want to throw up. I hate watching porn my g/f is so hott I just want to have sex with her. It's starting to take a toll on my self-esteem I ask her if shes attracted to me she says yes. I ask her if I am bad in bed she says no shes just tired and stressed and I dont understand. Our lease is up in May and its so bad I am debating on whether or not to break up with her. I refuse to cheat on her because I would be crushed if she cheated on me. But this has taken a toll on me and I dont know what to do. Am i being an idiot is she right is it me?
I have been with my current girlfriend for 5 1/2 years we get along great definitely my best friend. I am very very attracted to her she is the perfect girl for me 100% italian black hair tan skin huge implants and nice big ass. She has never been a huge sex freak or sexual person. It has always been the last thing on her mind. She is currently in nursing school and getting ready to graduate her schedule is hectic and I understand completely. But we never ever have sex any more. An estimate would be since the new year probably 5 times. I am 24 she is 22. I don't want to be an asshole I bring it up sometimes and shell say shes tired and she has to study or wake up early and shes stressed. So I dont push the subject on her. I feel like I am crawling out of my skin sometimes shell walk around the house naked out of the shower and I am so horny I want to throw up. I hate watching porn my g/f is so hott I just want to have sex with her. It's starting to take a toll on my self-esteem I ask her if shes attracted to me she says yes. I ask her if I am bad in bed she says no shes just tired and stressed and I dont understand. Our lease is up in May and its so bad I am debating on whether or not to break up with her. I refuse to cheat on her because I would be crushed if she cheated on me. But this has taken a toll on me and I dont know what to do. Am i being an idiot is she right is it me?