hey im considring doig my 1st cycle. Want to start slow with like 250 or 300 ml of test only for 8 weeks. Been liftng fr abot 7 years naturally. My main concern is reovery. For some reason I really worry about having a low naturall test level after my cycle and pct. I hear stories that you will neverbe the same and what not. I dont want to be on trt for the rest of my life. What do u guys think, an what have your results been.