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- Dec 11, 2014
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I took about 4 years off to kinda see how I could manage without test or any anabolics. Im now 35 and have a kid and i am pretty happy with life in most Aspects. However, I’m working all the time, exhausted, dependent on energy drinks, and have little time for myself (as I was warned when we found out my wife was pregnant.) But, anyways I am truly wanting to get back to where I was physically and mentally before I decided to stop all together
Anyways I stopped TRT and beyond about 4 years ago after developing staff a few times by some rookie mistakes (using the same pin to draw from my test and tren and then frequently reusing to pull from again and again.. But, for me that was just an inconvenience.
As soon as I started stacking test, tren, Winni, mk677 and numerous RC’s I was too impatient and realized I started all of that without ensuring I had enough arimadex on hand and developed Gyno. I then lost all motivation and all that hard work I felt I did for nothing. No more training, didn’t care about nutrition anymore and just kinda lost hope and btw I spent roughly 7k on gyno surgery smh..
Anyways, today I miss the person I was when I was on test, I had much more energy, I felt happy, driven, focused, a great sex life and now I’m like blah lol
I am Down to a pathetic weight for me, working out but minimally (it ain’t fun anymore) eating about one meal a day despite being stocked to the brim with post apocalyptic meats.
Well here I am glaring at my sealed vials from back when and wanting to start at least my test cyp cycle. Plenty of clean pins 25s and 18s I’ve been out of the game for quite sometime and before I could even do some legit research Big A requested I post here to maybe tell my life story lol idk but, I certainly looking for advice if anyone Is able to relate to me regarding their mood change while on vs off, and implementing a AE or an AI And how much and when based on my previous gyno issues (which is gone) but, certainly don’t want to experience that again.
Thanks All, appreciate ya, and good to be back
Anyways I stopped TRT and beyond about 4 years ago after developing staff a few times by some rookie mistakes (using the same pin to draw from my test and tren and then frequently reusing to pull from again and again.. But, for me that was just an inconvenience.
As soon as I started stacking test, tren, Winni, mk677 and numerous RC’s I was too impatient and realized I started all of that without ensuring I had enough arimadex on hand and developed Gyno. I then lost all motivation and all that hard work I felt I did for nothing. No more training, didn’t care about nutrition anymore and just kinda lost hope and btw I spent roughly 7k on gyno surgery smh..
Anyways, today I miss the person I was when I was on test, I had much more energy, I felt happy, driven, focused, a great sex life and now I’m like blah lol
I am Down to a pathetic weight for me, working out but minimally (it ain’t fun anymore) eating about one meal a day despite being stocked to the brim with post apocalyptic meats.
Well here I am glaring at my sealed vials from back when and wanting to start at least my test cyp cycle. Plenty of clean pins 25s and 18s I’ve been out of the game for quite sometime and before I could even do some legit research Big A requested I post here to maybe tell my life story lol idk but, I certainly looking for advice if anyone Is able to relate to me regarding their mood change while on vs off, and implementing a AE or an AI And how much and when based on my previous gyno issues (which is gone) but, certainly don’t want to experience that again.
Thanks All, appreciate ya, and good to be back