guys...
i have been struggling to write this post.
i have been struggling to get back into the gym. lol
last year when i kind of peaked where i was at and needed some time off, things got a lil extended. a few weeks off turned into months off, where are we??? september... shit, i think i stopped around march/april.. so 5-6 months.
5-6 months of not doing shit.
well been busy with life stuff.
need to get back into things. need to reassess where im at.
that is like the first thing to training.
figure out where you are at, then make a goal!
now this training thing.. this gym thing.. this is for life! lol
for me..
i think.

physcial work makes me feel better.
its taken a long time to figure that out but it is the truth, without hard work without the gym my life goes to shit. i end up doing all kinds of other stuff. yeah. other...
my life is not stable
i am not stable
i have been in and out of the gym a lot, starting over from all kinds of possitions. i have started big, fat, small, skinny, crazy and everywhere in the middle.
now...
im old! lol well trying to be.
i have realized i have taken the whole gym thing to plenty of unhealthy extremes. yes, that makes me nervous as do all the other variables that i have added to it.
so now. im just trying to be "healthy" lol
well my version of.
so i need to get back to the gym. back to basics.
this is life shit!
it is not cycle shit!
the cycle...
the cycle is this endless training cycle!
that is what its supposed to be!
when it comes down to it, if you have done this for a long time you see it is just that... this long progressive evolution, a training cycle! sculpting a new you!
that is what most of us are here for, that to me is the reality of all of this, carving a new image of us!
that image changes over time, thats ok.
we see lots of examples of guys here of all ages who have done this, guys who explained pure and simple how to get from A to B.
and really it is quite simple, boaring mindless hard work.
go lift weights
lift bigger weights eat more food get more you!
really 100% it is that simple.
the problem is people over complicate it!
look at this entire page!
it basically all bs about drugs this that n the other...
i know, i get it, they are fun cool blah balh balh. but no joke... the drugs mean shit!
i know, i tried them! all, all of them, at the same time at different times whatever. tried them all. use your imagination, sure they can help sure they can hurt, really we need to take the mystery out of all of them.
drugs are not the answer!
i even proved this to myself, repeatedly actually.
i spent about a year on npp/mast/test, hadnt really used aas in some time. i did it for a reason. i stopped for a reason.
now i feel like shit! i feel that the drugs sort of allowed me to be lazy, get a good look minus the real work! i feel like i need to get back to training!
training:headbang:
my trianing... shit
i am in no shape for this! lol
i am old, brittle broken and delicate!
i need to work on cardio! need that heart rate up, need to work on lungs... i smoke way too fucking much... need to work on that and redo all of my supps...
so maybe ill share a little of the back to basics in an on going way...
maybe some of my friends can help out with suggestions or just talk about back to basics training!:lightbulb:
we are supposed to be strong, fit ATHLETES!
self assessment is where this all starts.
how to plan a training cycle?
what is a training cycle?
how and when do we add "supplements" to that? and why?
lets start there!
help me out!

:headbang:
i have been struggling to write this post.
i have been struggling to get back into the gym. lol
last year when i kind of peaked where i was at and needed some time off, things got a lil extended. a few weeks off turned into months off, where are we??? september... shit, i think i stopped around march/april.. so 5-6 months.
5-6 months of not doing shit.
well been busy with life stuff.
need to get back into things. need to reassess where im at.
that is like the first thing to training.
figure out where you are at, then make a goal!
now this training thing.. this gym thing.. this is for life! lol
for me..
i think.
physcial work makes me feel better.
its taken a long time to figure that out but it is the truth, without hard work without the gym my life goes to shit. i end up doing all kinds of other stuff. yeah. other...
my life is not stable
i am not stable
i have been in and out of the gym a lot, starting over from all kinds of possitions. i have started big, fat, small, skinny, crazy and everywhere in the middle.
now...
im old! lol well trying to be.
i have realized i have taken the whole gym thing to plenty of unhealthy extremes. yes, that makes me nervous as do all the other variables that i have added to it.
so now. im just trying to be "healthy" lol
well my version of.
so i need to get back to the gym. back to basics.
this is life shit!
it is not cycle shit!
the cycle...
the cycle is this endless training cycle!
that is what its supposed to be!
when it comes down to it, if you have done this for a long time you see it is just that... this long progressive evolution, a training cycle! sculpting a new you!
that is what most of us are here for, that to me is the reality of all of this, carving a new image of us!
that image changes over time, thats ok.
we see lots of examples of guys here of all ages who have done this, guys who explained pure and simple how to get from A to B.
and really it is quite simple, boaring mindless hard work.
go lift weights
lift bigger weights eat more food get more you!
really 100% it is that simple.
the problem is people over complicate it!
look at this entire page!
it basically all bs about drugs this that n the other...
i know, i get it, they are fun cool blah balh balh. but no joke... the drugs mean shit!
i know, i tried them! all, all of them, at the same time at different times whatever. tried them all. use your imagination, sure they can help sure they can hurt, really we need to take the mystery out of all of them.
drugs are not the answer!
i even proved this to myself, repeatedly actually.
i spent about a year on npp/mast/test, hadnt really used aas in some time. i did it for a reason. i stopped for a reason.
now i feel like shit! i feel that the drugs sort of allowed me to be lazy, get a good look minus the real work! i feel like i need to get back to training!
training:headbang:
my trianing... shit
i am in no shape for this! lol
i am old, brittle broken and delicate!
i need to work on cardio! need that heart rate up, need to work on lungs... i smoke way too fucking much... need to work on that and redo all of my supps...
so maybe ill share a little of the back to basics in an on going way...
maybe some of my friends can help out with suggestions or just talk about back to basics training!:lightbulb:
we are supposed to be strong, fit ATHLETES!
self assessment is where this all starts.
how to plan a training cycle?
what is a training cycle?
how and when do we add "supplements" to that? and why?
lets start there!
help me out!