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I finally took the plunge for what was supposed to be the final 6 weeks of my first prep. I'm 17 days in, and screw this stuff.
In the gym, its been magical. The aggression is fun, but the side effects... holy shit.
I'm an absolutely pathetic zombie during the day. The fatigue is unbearable. Constantly tired, anxious, legs feel unbelievably heavy. I move like a damn turtle. I'm just a straight-up pissed off slug all day long.
On top of that, I can't sleep at all. I'm up every 1-2 hours to piss (weird because I just had bloodwork done the day before starting tren and my PSA is zero). I'm only getting 3-4 hours of sleep/ night. How is this even good for my physical look???
I like to think I'm pretty mentally strong and very disciplined. I have no problem "embracing the suck" with pretty much anything in life. Maybe I'm just a shitty responder or an absolute pussy, but this stuff blows. I can't believe you guys deal with this for so long.
Suffice to say, I'm done with it. I made it 17 days @ 200mg/week and I'm tapping out before my wife ends up divorcing me.
Side note: I have been on 0.25mg caber E3D since starting.
In the gym, its been magical. The aggression is fun, but the side effects... holy shit.
I'm an absolutely pathetic zombie during the day. The fatigue is unbearable. Constantly tired, anxious, legs feel unbelievably heavy. I move like a damn turtle. I'm just a straight-up pissed off slug all day long.
On top of that, I can't sleep at all. I'm up every 1-2 hours to piss (weird because I just had bloodwork done the day before starting tren and my PSA is zero). I'm only getting 3-4 hours of sleep/ night. How is this even good for my physical look???
I like to think I'm pretty mentally strong and very disciplined. I have no problem "embracing the suck" with pretty much anything in life. Maybe I'm just a shitty responder or an absolute pussy, but this stuff blows. I can't believe you guys deal with this for so long.
Suffice to say, I'm done with it. I made it 17 days @ 200mg/week and I'm tapping out before my wife ends up divorcing me.
Side note: I have been on 0.25mg caber E3D since starting.