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I think my hrt or my on off tren usage is ruing my relationship on top of my anxiety ive been dealing with all my life. I am trying to avoid arguments with the lady but when we do argue its bad.
I dont know if its the gear usage or her. My relationship isnt perfect yes i get paranoid easily but something has to trigger it. And yes I have trust issues from failed relationships along time ago.
We have broken up alot this year and we stuck it out another year but the sex and affection is all dryed up now from before when we would have sex 24/7. I like to think we can get it back cause i do care about her alot but im starting realize it mite be time to move on and not be so co-dependent. And yes ill this girl has done alot for me in this realtionship and she told me a month ago she feels like she getting nothing in return OUCH!
I told her 3 years ago i cant offer you much as i am still trying to figure out who i am as a man. And she was cool with it.
And i ran tren low dose earlier on when we started dating no problems! But now that pushing back not putting up with some of my shit. It triggers this adrenaline in me.
I CARE about her alot and her family. But what questions do i need to ask myself is this relationship worth it. Its a constant mind fuck of trust,love,tren. Me i am my own worst enemy at times ill admit that.
What are somethings i can do get my girl back mentally for both us? Not care so much? Ive tryed getting off tren nothing. My endo has me on test 200 mg every 10 days, are my hormones all over the place?
What are some simple things i can do? Or should I just move. Obviously i keep getting back with her and she keeps taking me back for some reason? And we have a 10 year age gap im 30 she 41 now....
When i was younger i was against dating a women with kids esp a cougar but hey shit happens right?
And I apologize for the typing errors posting this from tapa talk app.
Any positive feedback is appreciated. Keep the negative to a minimum had a long weekend of work work work dumb asses.
I dont know if its the gear usage or her. My relationship isnt perfect yes i get paranoid easily but something has to trigger it. And yes I have trust issues from failed relationships along time ago.
We have broken up alot this year and we stuck it out another year but the sex and affection is all dryed up now from before when we would have sex 24/7. I like to think we can get it back cause i do care about her alot but im starting realize it mite be time to move on and not be so co-dependent. And yes ill this girl has done alot for me in this realtionship and she told me a month ago she feels like she getting nothing in return OUCH!
I told her 3 years ago i cant offer you much as i am still trying to figure out who i am as a man. And she was cool with it.
And i ran tren low dose earlier on when we started dating no problems! But now that pushing back not putting up with some of my shit. It triggers this adrenaline in me.
I CARE about her alot and her family. But what questions do i need to ask myself is this relationship worth it. Its a constant mind fuck of trust,love,tren. Me i am my own worst enemy at times ill admit that.
What are somethings i can do get my girl back mentally for both us? Not care so much? Ive tryed getting off tren nothing. My endo has me on test 200 mg every 10 days, are my hormones all over the place?
What are some simple things i can do? Or should I just move. Obviously i keep getting back with her and she keeps taking me back for some reason? And we have a 10 year age gap im 30 she 41 now....
When i was younger i was against dating a women with kids esp a cougar but hey shit happens right?
And I apologize for the typing errors posting this from tapa talk app.
Any positive feedback is appreciated. Keep the negative to a minimum had a long weekend of work work work dumb asses.
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