You scare me bro. Im going to be nice cause we've all been here at some point. Maybe just start with test at 250 mg weekly and ride those gains out. Continue to learn and add compounds as you stop gaining. I gained consistently for over a year on no more than test at 250 mg weekly. Youre talking about adding stuff that dont align with eachother. A cutter with a bulker. Something that will dry you out and another that will put more water on you than anything else. Just follow the rules of progression.
Start with test at 250 mg weekly until your stop gaining. Bump it up to 500 mg after that until you stop gaining. Add in an oral after that maybe a dbol at 20 mg daily for 6 weeks while keeping your estrogen in check with a mild anti e. Up to 500 mg weekly of test you may not even need an anti e. This example of mild progression should take you up to a good year of solid gains. By then you'll have enough knowledge to safely play with deca, tren, anadrol and other more serious compounds. Why add a bunch of stuff when youll gain very well at first with minimal. You always want a place to progress to when your gains stop. Remember, this is a marathon not a sprint.