So I’m going over some options of what might be best for me at the moment so basically I’m 28 and been on self prescribed TRT for like 6-7 years or so, before that was on/off with cycles from 18-21/22.. Haven’t used any harsh AAS in about 4-5 years with the occasional blast in the last few years being inconsistent and only being higher dosed Test of 600-750mg, and I did one consistent blast end of 2017 beginning of 2018 of just that, Test and GH in those doses and 4-6iu ED... I got in an accident in Feb of last year so that came to an end and went back to TRT, long story short I haven’t been able to train correctly since then because of that and some life obligations with the exception of some cardio and some body exercises...
So with that little back story here’s a little more recent info;
End of 2018 (late December) I ended up going to a psychiatrist because I was having crazy panic attacks and stress because of business and personal life issues and it just got to me, the last 2 years and change have been REALLY rough on me.. He wanted to put me on SSRI but I refused, gave me Xanax as needed for panic but January I took it daily never exceeding 2mg and slowly tapered my dose down to where now the last few weeks/month I’ve only taken about 0.5mg at night and I’m able to handle oncoming anxiety/panic by breathing and positive thoughts.. January to mid February I was off TRT but resumed again until 2 weeks ago, I stopped just out of laziness but those 6-7 weeks I was off I did feel more tired and less motivated.. I’ve gotten bloodwork in this time and everything is perfect except Vitamin D was deficient (while on TRT, Test was in healthy range and didn’t get Estro tested but was only using 100-120mg weekly).. Even went to cardiologist and was cleared as perfectly healthy (anxiety was getting the best of me and really makes one’s mind think there’s a health issue)..
So with all that being said, I’m not sure what to do; I kind of want to give my body a break and just be off everything especially since I can’t even train correctly at the moment (will be able to again in a few months) but not sure if to try and kick start my natural system with some HCG and maybe some other things the more knowledgeable guys can point me to or just let my body naturally try to come back? I’m also worried about the anxiety etc if having low test would agitate that? My doc told me high test can actually cause it but have read some on here experience it with low test and skewed estro levels...
Sorry for the long story but wanted to give as much info as possible, again, mentally I’m much better than the end of the year/beginning but I’m still not 100% myself.. This might just be my anxiety just overthinking it all too lol
Thanks in advance guys..
So with that little back story here’s a little more recent info;
End of 2018 (late December) I ended up going to a psychiatrist because I was having crazy panic attacks and stress because of business and personal life issues and it just got to me, the last 2 years and change have been REALLY rough on me.. He wanted to put me on SSRI but I refused, gave me Xanax as needed for panic but January I took it daily never exceeding 2mg and slowly tapered my dose down to where now the last few weeks/month I’ve only taken about 0.5mg at night and I’m able to handle oncoming anxiety/panic by breathing and positive thoughts.. January to mid February I was off TRT but resumed again until 2 weeks ago, I stopped just out of laziness but those 6-7 weeks I was off I did feel more tired and less motivated.. I’ve gotten bloodwork in this time and everything is perfect except Vitamin D was deficient (while on TRT, Test was in healthy range and didn’t get Estro tested but was only using 100-120mg weekly).. Even went to cardiologist and was cleared as perfectly healthy (anxiety was getting the best of me and really makes one’s mind think there’s a health issue)..
So with all that being said, I’m not sure what to do; I kind of want to give my body a break and just be off everything especially since I can’t even train correctly at the moment (will be able to again in a few months) but not sure if to try and kick start my natural system with some HCG and maybe some other things the more knowledgeable guys can point me to or just let my body naturally try to come back? I’m also worried about the anxiety etc if having low test would agitate that? My doc told me high test can actually cause it but have read some on here experience it with low test and skewed estro levels...
Sorry for the long story but wanted to give as much info as possible, again, mentally I’m much better than the end of the year/beginning but I’m still not 100% myself.. This might just be my anxiety just overthinking it all too lol
Thanks in advance guys..