This is a great topic and I don't suffer from it anymore.
I was 30 years old. Life was perfect. I just got married to a girl with 3 kids and I had none, but she was great in bed and life was great.
I started getting stressed out because I had no alone time anymore, but life was still great. Then I had trouble sleeping. A few times over a month I felt like I was going to drive off the road and then quickly snapped back.
Then one day I woke up in the middle of the night and my wife looked like an evil skeleton. It was very weird. I didn't have anything like that again, but I soon had obsessive thoughts that I would hurt/kill my wife. Not because I disliked her or wanted to, but because I would not have control of my body and was going insane and I was going to hurt her.
For example, one day she was at the computer and I was watching TV and I got up and started walking towards the room she was in for something, one the way there I got intrusive throughts that I was going to kill. I grabbed the coach to stop by body and my body still started moving towards the room, but I held on to the coach as hard as I could and it finally went away. I had things like this happen almost daily.
I had no issues at work, it was only when I got home. I went on paxil and the panic attacks stopped but I was still scared they would come back.
I finally left her and went to live with my mom and the house foreclosed, but at least I didn't go crazy and kill my wife unintentionally.
The issues didn't fully go away until I tried a number of SSRI, but it was hopeless. I wanted to kill myself for a long time. I finally started smoking marijuana every day for over a year, i got off the medication during this time and when I got motivated to quit smoking...proof the mental issues were totally gone.
I hope this helped