Ah the age old question... It's hard to get on and then stop. Mentally. Blast and cruise is fun. Really fun ride that I did for five years. I personally got nowhere with it except being the biggest guy in my gym lol but it was a good time. Looking back I wonder if I should have come off and cycled... I'm 43 now and it's been at least 7 years since a big cycle. I've hung on to a lot of muscle and even strength. No where near what I had "on" but I'm still bigger and stronger than I ever was before I started aas. Dick still works. So maybe it wasn't so bad? For me anyway...