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I finally got a referral to see and endo after 7 years! but the nearest apointment they have is on the 23rd of september. Last time i had my test levels checked I was 22yrs old and my total test was 418 and was told that was normal . Im 28 now and my levels are lower 366. here's the thing Im so sick of dr's telling me Im "low normal" . I want to get on TRT. I know i may get bashed for wanting that. but I'm tired of feeling like shit or taking twice as long to recover from a workout. The only time I feel normal is when I do run a cycle, and tbh i have never gone over 600mgs a wk. I made a bad decision when I was 21 and ran my 1st cycle I wish i would have waited another 5 yrs or so. shit went downhill from there. But I cycle properly on and off and run hcg while on. But by no means am I skinny newb looking for prescibed test. I'm 5'7" walk around 200-205lbs 10-11%bf would be bigger but do to my job I have to stay mobile and fit. I haven't ran a cycle in over a year. And I dont want to finally go see an endo he/she tell me the samething i've been told for the last 7 years "your low normal". I'm contemplating lowering or shutting my self down so that im in the lows before I see my endocrinologist. And yes i know its for life but I barely have a sex drive and literally cycle low dosages just to feel "on" and normal, shit everytime I've gotten my wife pregnant i've been on cycle lol. Im just looking to be monitored by a Dr and at least get in the 800-900 range. what do you guys think? I have 8 weeks until i plead my case lol that being said I WILL not admit to my endo that i've used any gear.