I actually watched one of those netflix specials on CVM. He seemed like a really stand-up guy at the time, he did talk abt how his dad's accident impacted him but also spoke very highly of his parents. He actually did a youtube video where he was very open abt his AAS use, said something like "my dad raised me to have integrity and i don't want to deceive people that they can look like me w/o steroids" (paraphrasing but that was the gist of it).
he did a break where he went off all social media for a month and went home and said how good it was for his psyche to be disconnected from all that bullshit.
I think he likely succumbed to chasing after material things, possessions, accomplishments, praise from other people for his happiness and that generally leaves people feeling empty if they dont have other stuff in their life. .. family, real friends, maybe religious beliefs, etc...
Imagine having millions of "followers" but who knows how many real friends? Once he felt the happiness from meth that dopamine center in his brain got all twisted and now we've seen the end result. Idk if some of you think he's a douche but the little I've seen of him he came across like a decent guy. With that said i participate zero in social media. Don't have any accts besides an old Facebook i haven't used for years, don't even know the password haha