Thanks guys. I'm 30 here. I competed as a teen and my last show before this I was 20 y/o. Over that decade I finished school, got a job, got married and had 3 kids. I always told myself I was done with competing but got figured I'd give it another go applying all the things I'd learned over the 10 year break. I thought it would be easier mentally with me being older and more emotionally grounded, and it was in that regard, but going through prep while taking care of 3 kids was a whole different ball game. I'm just glad my wife didn't stab me in my sleep.