I totally get it. I have had beautiful hair my entire life LOL, straight nice hair. After using steroids for a while, my hair went from straight to wavy and at times - CURLY. People would ask If I had a PERM. LOL I didn't do anything, that was just from testosterone alone. Now at the back I have one of the more deeper ridges, If my hair is layered nobody would see it; but otherwise it gave me the impression EVENTUALLY you will only have hair from those wrinkle lines. Honestly, bodybuilding has made me far uglier over time than If I hadn't of touched hormones, but its too late and I cant turn back and I don't want to either. I'm just embracing it because we're fucked in this life anyway