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I'm about to be roasted lol, pretty embarrasing, I know my physique isn't any good but I may aswell post.. I've experimented with high dosages for a few weeks at a time (high test up to 1750mg for a few weeks but backed off after two, i hate injecting) the rest has been low as in 1g a week total or less. My best cycle was 125 sustanon per day and 50 tren ace per day. My diet has never been good or consistent for any long period of time and I've partied too much in my life lol. Lots of regrets obviously I wish I took it more seriously but again, I'm realistic; I know my physique is 'okay for the gym/beach' and that's it. I'm pretty unhappy versus how I thought I would feel, I don't get much joy out of it - when you first begin you would love to look how you do but as time goes on, it's not the same. I wish I could care about it or be more positive towards it, I've self sabotaged the fuck out of myself constantly lol. Ultimately I'm finally starting to get more consistent but I kick myself for all of the time I wasted and no longer have the passion I had when I first began, the desire is there simply because for me this isn't good enough.
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You are way too hard on yourself. You’ve come a long way and look great. You can’t live in the past, so stop letting it effect you. By the way, it’s never too late. We’ve got a lot of older members here that can attest to that. You obviously know what you’re doing, so there’s no reason you can’t attain the physique you want. By the way, a lot of men would kill to have a physique like yours.