Bro, you've been on for a decade straight, with a good portion of that "blasts". If I were you, I'd come to terms with the fact your pretty unlikely to recover your natty T levels to a degree to which you will feel good at...at least for a really long time, even then most guys who've blasted and cruised over and over for that long feel like they have low T along with alot of the symptoms of low T...joints hurt, libido, ED etc etc even if they're levels come back in the mid-normal range (400-600 T levels) I've experienced this myself and many other bros here too. The Dr. might claim you're in the "normal" range but you sure don't feel like it. I'd seriously consider accepting that you are better off just running a decent TRT program from here on out....Blast here and there if you wish, but unfortunately the truth is you likely to struggle for a long time to even get your levels to the point where you feel good again....Why? The hormonal roller coaster described by the guys above is most certainly worse than stabalizing at a good solid "high-normal" level as your baseline. You'll be just as sensitive to your gear...all that receptor downgrade stuff has been debunked long ago...And just because some pro swears he comes off everything everyear...yeah, well I've got some beachfront property in Arizona too. Lee Priest only ran 200mgs of deca and was "scared" of needles..except for that tatoo, lol...