chemjr
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So it looks like I'm going to take up drinking as rudy is moving on. Luckily a client of mine has a show coming up so that will help, but I'm guessing he has a cpl moths at best.
Any words of encouragement are more than welcome as I'm at the bar predrinking my sorrows away and got into a fight w some lil dip shit at grocery store parking lot which I can only chalk up to Rudy's life coming t an end, which I'm Not ok with. Feel like some test and homemade food might help him for a few more months, but I'm trying to figure out if im.being selfish or not. He has pain meds, he Loves hanging out w me and the old man, so it's tough. All of it is tough and I'm moving and changing jobs (downgrade) and trying to launch own transdermals catering to customers needs so it's very confusing and hurtful. Any input appreciated. Sry for semi-drunk ramblings.
Any words of encouragement are more than welcome as I'm at the bar predrinking my sorrows away and got into a fight w some lil dip shit at grocery store parking lot which I can only chalk up to Rudy's life coming t an end, which I'm Not ok with. Feel like some test and homemade food might help him for a few more months, but I'm trying to figure out if im.being selfish or not. He has pain meds, he Loves hanging out w me and the old man, so it's tough. All of it is tough and I'm moving and changing jobs (downgrade) and trying to launch own transdermals catering to customers needs so it's very confusing and hurtful. Any input appreciated. Sry for semi-drunk ramblings.