My mother and I were talking the other day on her birthday, she turned 71.
I had made a joke by buying her a birthday card about getting old and decrepit.
She made the comment that after all the drugs I did that she would probably outlive me.
And to her I said, if I had never gotten into bodybuilding and therefore into anabolics that we would probably not be having the conversation we were having as I would have already been dead from drinking and narctics.
At age 18 I found myself in a prison and found weightlifting, I quit drugs and drinking on my own.
So I have no regrets, if I dont see 50 or 60, I look at it like I got 30-40 more years I wouldn't have had otherwise.