You look good, brother. I sense a subtle competetive jealousy on this thread. Your physique IS achievable with years of hard work, proper use gear, consistant use of GH, and a great diet. However, your face doesn't look like that of a 45 year old. And that makes all the difference. Sure, you can be muscular and ripped....but if your face looks like an over ripe cherry, then what's the point? Some dudes in their 40s just don't get this and just keep abusing their bodies with obscene amounts of compounds. Their faces look like Triple H or Rich Piana after they just rolled off the leg press, all the time. Keep up the good work and keep your doses therapeutic. Don't add yourself to the list of dudes on this board who have died before their time...or the ones on this thread who will.