- Joined
- Feb 9, 2014
- Messages
- 2
idk im not much of a ranter but im tired of going against the world... ive been struggling with heroin since returning from active duty. just did jail time, now i have a record. i overdosed and was in a coma for 2 weeks. lost all muscle mass, permanent heart damage with ejection fraction of 40%... im fucking 26... i just had a reactive hep c test... blood count is abnormal... i just wanna be healthy and have my life back again. i studied aerospace medicine so im not some bum. but man.... im fuckin just beat up... got hit by a truck head on and totalled my new benz 2 weeks ago... no college degree yet. i FUCKING hate negative whiny bitches but damn this shit blows. IDK what the next step is. i really miss the gym but dont feel like explaining to everyone why i have lost 45lbs of muscle... fuckin rant..