Haha. Yeah, I "feel" gear. It makes me "feel" worse! LOL I actually feel best off or on just TRT. My libido is always lowest on the day of injection. The only exception is when using Primobolan. I look forward to using Primobolan when it's in a stack. I may just switch over to it solely in the coming years.
I don't get visible sides like acne or gyno, just muscle and strength. But when I start adding compounds I know it's gonna come with hidden sides; a little irritable, anxious, worse sleep. Each one comes with a signature hidden side. Winstrol = headache, fucking instantly. Tren = high heart rate and slightly irritable. Deca = mellow and a bit tired.
So why use it? Well, at 40 and with a hectic schedule and life, AAS and this lifestyle (healthy diet and training) are the only things that keep me glued together physically. Without them, I'd be a skinny/fat, wrung out mess of a man! LOL
The only drugs that have made me feel "good" in this entire milieu of dope and ancillaries are:
Caber
Primobolan
PT-141
Cialis/V.
Pinning anyTest Sub-Q and all others (non-aromatizable AAS) IM.