aquaholic
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- Jan 22, 2007
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So ..... I can by no far means match the level of you guys, but I'll post my intro anyways. I know a few of you have seen me lurking for awhile now.
I've never really shared my story, but I'm rather inspired with everyone else's ....
I guess I'll share mine.
December 2003
Me at 235lbs. And in compete denial that I was overweight. I reallyconcidered myself having an 'athletic' build.
I'm the one on the left ...
I'm the 'round' blonde one!
...then i took on a typical New Years' Resolution - to become 'fit'.
I was having problems getting up stairs without gasping for air, and I was tired of shopping in the 'big girl' stores.
May 2004
Hmm ... i was quickly realizing my body WAS changing shape. I thank god I took so many pictures of this incredible journey.
**broken link removed**
One Year Later ..
January 27, 2005
I was mightly impressed with my progress - and realized that the entire 'eating less and working out more' theory actually worked. I wasn't naturally 'big boned', and realized that working out was FUN!
Me looking rather impressed with my progress
Then i was introduced to exciting World of cyclical ketogenic dieting ...
That's when I 'met' !beserker through a forum (c-k-d.com), and he pretty much set up my nutritional ratios which I followed for quite awhile, as I didnt' have a clue how linked dieting/nutrition was in terms of changing your body. This is when I saw the most changes in my body.
March 11, 2005
Me, at 174lbs, which was the lowest I'd ever been at that point!
September 2005
The story behind these 2 hoochie pictures - these are the first pair of 'real' jeans I've ever owned. I've always worn plus size brand, or mens jeans - but for my birthday last year, I went in, and tried on a pair of Mavi Jeans, and walked away with a perfectly fitted pair of jeans .. I cried in the changeroom that day, with excitement that i was finally a 'normal' size.
**broken link removed**
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November 2005
Yep, I had decided I wanted to be smaller again, so i started dieting like crazy.
**broken link removed**
And this was taken back in March 2006
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March-ish 2007
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I can't believe I actually used to believe what I read in magazines. "10 ways to abs of steel!" .. "The cardio plan that will lead to 20lbs of fat loss!" and i used to rip pages out of Oxygen magazine, and stick them on my fridge for 'thinspiration'.
I honestly, and truly thought that the girls in the magazine took the pills they were advertising to look the way they did - and did the exercises they were showing me ...
My lightest weight was at about 140 last summer, but that's when i was barely eating, over exercising, and not taking care of my mental state.
After developing a horrible fear of weight gain, I'm still going through therapy to deal with a severe eating disorder steming off of this fear, I'm still trying to accept I"ll never be waif thin.
I'm still trying to accept me for me even with my progress .. I'm not sure I'll ever be happy with what i see.
(picture below - most recent picture)
I've never really shared my story, but I'm rather inspired with everyone else's ....
I guess I'll share mine.
December 2003
Me at 235lbs. And in compete denial that I was overweight. I reallyconcidered myself having an 'athletic' build.
I'm the one on the left ...

I'm the 'round' blonde one!

...then i took on a typical New Years' Resolution - to become 'fit'.
I was having problems getting up stairs without gasping for air, and I was tired of shopping in the 'big girl' stores.
May 2004
Hmm ... i was quickly realizing my body WAS changing shape. I thank god I took so many pictures of this incredible journey.
**broken link removed**
One Year Later ..
January 27, 2005
I was mightly impressed with my progress - and realized that the entire 'eating less and working out more' theory actually worked. I wasn't naturally 'big boned', and realized that working out was FUN!
Me looking rather impressed with my progress

Then i was introduced to exciting World of cyclical ketogenic dieting ...
That's when I 'met' !beserker through a forum (c-k-d.com), and he pretty much set up my nutritional ratios which I followed for quite awhile, as I didnt' have a clue how linked dieting/nutrition was in terms of changing your body. This is when I saw the most changes in my body.
March 11, 2005

Me, at 174lbs, which was the lowest I'd ever been at that point!
September 2005
The story behind these 2 hoochie pictures - these are the first pair of 'real' jeans I've ever owned. I've always worn plus size brand, or mens jeans - but for my birthday last year, I went in, and tried on a pair of Mavi Jeans, and walked away with a perfectly fitted pair of jeans .. I cried in the changeroom that day, with excitement that i was finally a 'normal' size.
**broken link removed**
**broken link removed**
November 2005
Yep, I had decided I wanted to be smaller again, so i started dieting like crazy.
**broken link removed**
And this was taken back in March 2006

**broken link removed**
**broken link removed**
March-ish 2007
**broken link removed**
I can't believe I actually used to believe what I read in magazines. "10 ways to abs of steel!" .. "The cardio plan that will lead to 20lbs of fat loss!" and i used to rip pages out of Oxygen magazine, and stick them on my fridge for 'thinspiration'.
I honestly, and truly thought that the girls in the magazine took the pills they were advertising to look the way they did - and did the exercises they were showing me ...
My lightest weight was at about 140 last summer, but that's when i was barely eating, over exercising, and not taking care of my mental state.
After developing a horrible fear of weight gain, I'm still going through therapy to deal with a severe eating disorder steming off of this fear, I'm still trying to accept I"ll never be waif thin.
I'm still trying to accept me for me even with my progress .. I'm not sure I'll ever be happy with what i see.
(picture below - most recent picture)