Thanks my friends [and don't think for a minute I am not going back to a couple of other threads add some more thanks and appreciation]
As much as I was against this .........I must say it makes me smile just to be part of all you people in this strange way . To speak with a man the caliber of baldnazi regularly , have an awesome lady like buff beca looking in on me here and there , lynx sending me cooking and pics , hardbodygrl texting me from the arnold , Mike 1107opening his life and heart to me , Big A personally giving me sincere compliments , Doggcrap telling me keep my head up , fellas like Franco and tp4u checking in on me , sean from petteluma looking in on me this weekend , old fella constantly being kind ,loving , and supportive ,and my faithful friend GARITHV always trying to share and support me during this recovery .........If that kind of love and support doesn't bring a grown man to tears of happiness ,love , and appreciation then I don't know what else possibily could..........I mean life is tough .We all have our own hurt ,troubles ,and pain ,but so many have taken your time to put me in their thoughts it is just so touching . I want you all to know just how blessed that makes me feel . The fact that some guy on the net would even cross your mind, if even for a second is amazing. to me........In my life and during my recent studies i have learned alot about life and love . It is obvisous that some of you really get it ,and if you don't and you are frustraighted .Please know that I care . write me or call me.I can't promise to fix anyhting ,but two heads are always better than one . I am in each one of your corners as you have been in mine [I am loyal to a fault]. This could be a bad move on my part ...but fuck it !!! ..... If You guys need me ,please call me ....[taking Khan 's advice here...pm me if you ever want my number] .....always leave a detailed message and when i can return the call west coast time and i will make time for you ...........No doubt I have family here and they should be able to reach me if they need me ........I fucked off my bbing and mma deal along time ago......football got done in by injury .......but that is the past .......who cares ....I am moving forward and honestly ,if i can help you all I will gladly do so .......who knows with all the talent and resources on this board maybe we can come up with something amazing....... Love is a beautiful thing .....thanks for sharing some of your with me !!!!.............much love ,respect , and appreciation to you all ....