as stated above, it was a cancerous tumor.. i had a friend years ago (non lifter) who one day found a lump under his jaw.. abou the size of a pea..he showed it to me once and it was hardly noticable but, felt like a bb..so to speak..i and others told him to get it checked.. he did but, many months later.. it was cancer..he did the whole thing.. surgery, chemo, and all that crap.. he is fine now and is 5 years cancer free.. he was lucky..in regards to sonny, i hear he was a great guy with a awesome sense of humor..50 is way to young..it takes times like these to realize how shallow our lives can sometimes be..like throwing a tantrum when you can not get your meals in on time.. or mad because family obligations prevent a workout..or upset because the price of test has gone up ... i think i will go play with my kids...