Im 20 years old, and ive been training for 3.5 years....hard as hell! since I started I went from a fat 180 (probably 25-30% BF at 17 yr old) to a reletively lean 230 (12% Bf). And I never touched steroids. I have no secrets, I just educated myself, trained like a maniac, and literally never missed a training day, except during illness. No offense, really, but that shows some lack of character. Im for the use of steroids if done properly and responsibly, and what you did doesnt qualify for either of those. With enough dedication you could have gained twice what you did without the health hazards.