Hi there. i used to post on here 20 years ago but long forgot my username. have not been active on any forums or into bodybuilding for decades. i took tren E in december 2004 when i was 22. I did 3 short cycles of tren ace at like 2-4 weeks long before at 75mg eod up until 100mg ED. but in dec 2004 i decided to use tren E. i didnt even take much but it was too much and highly toxic to me. 375mg/wk, then 500mg. total maybe a month. i didnt feel it at first of course but then it hit me like a brick. i had night sweats, all kinds of issues. i immediately noticed my prostate swelled up. lost most of the feeling when i orgasm. and my intestines felt kinda painful. of course i stopped immediately but it was too late. that tren enanthate took 3 months to get out of me, not 4 weeks.
fast forward 18 years. the side effects are all permanent. it never improved. i havent touched anything since 2005. i went on HRT from 2011-2018. then came off, now dealing with all kinds of issues from that. and lower test makes my digestion even worse. i can hardly eat what i want and if i dont eat enough or perfect, i cant sleep. none of it got better. i stopped HRT because i wanted to try to completely recover with chinese herbs and when i take HRT it inflames my prostate (even with estrogen kept in check) from that tren damage. so i am rock hard but dont feel much when i orgasm. the herbs never healed me, they just make me a little hornier and give me some energy but nothing like test does. and even on test, my digestion only slightly improves but the pain still persists.
is there anything i can use that could potentially heal my stomach or intestines or any idea what caused this or what tests I should go get done? because im really sick of living this way. and i need to fix this. tren left me overal internally weak but my chief complaint is indeed my intestinal pain. its not horrific. my bowels are perfectly fine, no acid but then i eat perfect too. but i have zero quality of life. i weigh 118 pounds at 5'6". i was never a big guy but i never weighed this little. i started at 145 and bulked up to 175 when i was 19. but thats why i got into this stupid game, dumb young insecurities. and i cant believe i ever got involved in it to be honest. these days i cant even workout. and quite frankly i can care less. it always reminds me of the horrible damage i did to myself. i get dizzy even with light weights. the low test is causing this and makes my digestion even worse. i have a script for it but just don't use it. i will eventually go back on it since im almost 40 this year. i do aerobics 2-3 times a week and walk.
any help would be appreciated. thanks
fast forward 18 years. the side effects are all permanent. it never improved. i havent touched anything since 2005. i went on HRT from 2011-2018. then came off, now dealing with all kinds of issues from that. and lower test makes my digestion even worse. i can hardly eat what i want and if i dont eat enough or perfect, i cant sleep. none of it got better. i stopped HRT because i wanted to try to completely recover with chinese herbs and when i take HRT it inflames my prostate (even with estrogen kept in check) from that tren damage. so i am rock hard but dont feel much when i orgasm. the herbs never healed me, they just make me a little hornier and give me some energy but nothing like test does. and even on test, my digestion only slightly improves but the pain still persists.
is there anything i can use that could potentially heal my stomach or intestines or any idea what caused this or what tests I should go get done? because im really sick of living this way. and i need to fix this. tren left me overal internally weak but my chief complaint is indeed my intestinal pain. its not horrific. my bowels are perfectly fine, no acid but then i eat perfect too. but i have zero quality of life. i weigh 118 pounds at 5'6". i was never a big guy but i never weighed this little. i started at 145 and bulked up to 175 when i was 19. but thats why i got into this stupid game, dumb young insecurities. and i cant believe i ever got involved in it to be honest. these days i cant even workout. and quite frankly i can care less. it always reminds me of the horrible damage i did to myself. i get dizzy even with light weights. the low test is causing this and makes my digestion even worse. i have a script for it but just don't use it. i will eventually go back on it since im almost 40 this year. i do aerobics 2-3 times a week and walk.
any help would be appreciated. thanks