I'm 23, seriously considering blasting and cruising. I'm aware that my priorities might change over the years though, and health is wealth, even though I feel invincible sometimes. I'm scared that this decision is a path down to eventual self-destruction. Do any of you guys regret taking the first shot? Do you think it has changed your life forever?
while I don't regret it I always encourage those thinking about it for the first time to strongly consider the realities of the whole thing.
it will change you, and most likely it will be a life long venture, are you ready for that commitment? are you ready to do injections for the rest of your life? are you ready to accept all the sides and responsabilites that go along with it?
from my experience most are not. also most do not really NEED trt especially when young. I was a little different inthat I did need it, I never felt "normal" until using test. I feel best when my hormones are tightly under control and am living a very active life style. I have also gone to the doc and had my test levels come back in the low 70's, so on a personal level, for me it is justified, at least the trt aspect.
from a personal standpoint even though I have never had aspirations of standing on stage I have changed my body completely, people cant believe the difference from my old photos, but again on a personal level its hard to see. without learning how to train from a bb aspect I am pretty sure none of this would be the case.
I was talking to someone the other night about the various coments I receive on a regular basis, at this point its normal, I don't think anything of it other then the people making them are weird and crazy or want something from me, usually me, lol, but I find it all sort of shallow and uninteresting. much better to have people that like you for you the person rather then how they see you and how that image fits into there personal fantasies. don't buy into the physicality of it all, and remember that it can be taken away at any time, remember to focus on being a good person rather then a good body.