Guys, I really need some help and direction right now. I'm one month past pct and my balls are still smaller than normal and on top of that my gf who I really liked broke up with me. We were long distance and it was already hard but then she told me she's been hanging out with another guy and that she felt she could walk all over me. I was good to her but I didn't think "too nice". She's been with so many dudes and girls anyways, I'll just refer to her as a whore even though it does hurt she's gone.
I've been seeing the doc getting BW taken for the last couple months. Right after PCT my T was 636 but here one month later after the SERMS are gone, it's down to 341 (reference range is 241-8??). I'm only 25 years old and I just want my balls back to normal, and to feel like my old self. The stuff with my gf only compounds this crap. I'm not sure how familiar my doc is with steroids, but he said I'd come back to normal and it may take a year. I don't know if I can wait that long considering how I feel. I feel like I have no confidence, my appetite sucks, and everytime I look at my balls i get sad. My doc didn't even ask to test LH or FSH so I ordered a private lab I'm going to take on my own next week. What can I do from here guys? My gf is gone and my T is low at 25. Will I get back to normal or what can I do? I don't even feel like lifting but have been forcing myself to; haven't missed a day for the last 5 years, and I can feel myself shrinking.
I've been seeing the doc getting BW taken for the last couple months. Right after PCT my T was 636 but here one month later after the SERMS are gone, it's down to 341 (reference range is 241-8??). I'm only 25 years old and I just want my balls back to normal, and to feel like my old self. The stuff with my gf only compounds this crap. I'm not sure how familiar my doc is with steroids, but he said I'd come back to normal and it may take a year. I don't know if I can wait that long considering how I feel. I feel like I have no confidence, my appetite sucks, and everytime I look at my balls i get sad. My doc didn't even ask to test LH or FSH so I ordered a private lab I'm going to take on my own next week. What can I do from here guys? My gf is gone and my T is low at 25. Will I get back to normal or what can I do? I don't even feel like lifting but have been forcing myself to; haven't missed a day for the last 5 years, and I can feel myself shrinking.