i feel that juice is like taking apple from the tree in garden of eden. meaning, it opens your mind. it gives you knowledge outside of what your natural body is capable of. how could that not be addicting?
sadly, there isn't one thing in my life i haven't abused. and steroids is def one of them. anything abused hurts the body 9 out of 10 times so i regret that.
my old man said it best. i asked him why didn't he get on hrt and gh or juice himself. his ansser: "i just want to be normal. live life like my body was meant to..."
that would be a better, more honest human experience imo. to just live life and take care of your body and let it take care of you. but no, we all push it....... like i push everything..... hmmmm. if it wasn't bodybuilding it would be something else i bet. so be it.
i guess i don't know if i regret it or not. it is what it is.
-JS