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OK... don't get me wrong, I understand the purpose of this thread is to discuss LOW DOSAGES lithium, and that it's what Shelby and a few others both very knowledgeable and respectable folks advocate (good to see you posting again btw, Shelby
)... BUT BUT BUT... my personal experience with lithium, or rather what I saw in close friends over the years, was DRAMATIC enough to convince me to stay away from it no matter what... a simple mistake of a few milligrams too much in the dosing, and your life will never be the same again. If you can call it "life"...
Long story short. About 12 years ago a past gf of mine (she was about 30 by then) lost her parents in a car accident, and with them the successful business the family was running. Fell in terrible depression, was put by her GP on traditional antidepressants, but nothing seemed to work. So bad that the doc decides to send her to a psychatrist, whose first decision is to put her on lithium (can't remember the dose). In just a few weeks she gets so tired that indeed her brain gets like anesthetized... doesn't think about bad things anymore, but actually doesn't think anymore at all... the definition of a zombie.
That's when it gets even worse. Faced with that situation, docs decide to send her to a psychatric hospital... where she's given even more lithium... like DOZENS of patients on the same floor her room was in. First time I'm allowed to pay her a visit, about two months after she was admitted, I thought I entered the wrong room... she was hardly recognizable... went from being extremely pretty and fit to...
well, to... easily 50lbs more and a face aged 20 years... so sad I retained my tears when I saw her.
Could hardly talk, let alone express a coherent thought. So heartbreaking I left after 20 min wondering what "THEY " had done to her... and to most of the patients there, for looking around inside other rooms all I could see was people deprived from the least sign of life.
She died from a stroke about one month later.
Moral of the story? You better not make any mistake on your lithium dose if you ever decide to walk that path. I know I never will.