So you're 40ish, an experienced trainee, on TRT, perceive your strength as weak, you're generally content with life, and you "like big butts and you cannot lie". Hell, you could be any one of us.
Just FYI, note we have a forum for beginners and also an introduction thread. We normally don't post introductions on the main board but it's cool. You're new here so no big deal. Remember to read the rules thread. Unlike inferior boards, we do enforce them here. (for everyone's benefit).
Welcome to Professional Muscle.
Best,
O.T.Hurts