Sus/Dbol/NPP/EQ/VAR Cycle

[LiftAmongstGiants]

Alright, so my rats are about to try and get big nasty and i need a few opinions. Cycle looks something like this

1-5 Dbol 50mg
1-20 SUS at 750 to 900
1-8 NPP 450mg
1-18 EQ 600-800mg
11-19 VAR 60-80mgs
HCG 500IUS twice a week
Aromasin 12.5 throughout

PCT
Nolva or torem ( havent decided) for 6 weeks
clomid for 4 weeks
3000 mgs of Vitamin C for cortisol

Couple questions, the closer its getting the more I'm second guessing this and thinking about a 10-12 because i keep hearing people talk about faster recovery with shorter cycles. Is 20 weeks to long? Last cycle ended 18 months ago and i shut down pretty hard and sex drive took over a year to get back to normal. I'm thinking it was the deca. Hopefully NPP having a shorter ester wont have as bad as sides. Anyways if I shortened it to 16 weeks would that make a difference or should i just stop being a bitch and do the 20 and hope for the best. Anyhelp would be appreciated.
Stats
26
6'2
226
10-12% BF
lifting since 16 ran about 6 cycles ( young and dumb but never quit lifting for more than a month at most, maybe a week at most in the past 4 years)

 

[bignick911]

cycle

I plan on running sumthing similar to this in summer.

eq
test cyp or sus
npp
var /tbol
gh


lean bulker.

 

[LiftAmongstGiants]

Cool Cool.. Bumpy te bumpy te bump bump

 

[Shadman05]

You don't need that much test. I wouldn't go over 500mg/week
And start the Npp at 350mg/week and end at around 700mg/week and you will love it

 

[Bump]

You forgot the kitchen sink.

 

[LiftAmongstGiants]

I Was gonna throw in the kitchen sink but figured I'd need it to clean the dishes from all the food the EQ will have me eating :headbang: but yea the last cycle was 20 weeks and was doing 900mg of test by the end along with 50mg of winny and 450 of tren e. Ran the best pct I could have put together with clomid nolva vitamins aromasin and hcg before the start. Didn't matter I didn't get my sex drive fully back til over a year. Im ready to start this cycle but damn man not if its gonna cost me my sex drive and have my girl pissed the fuck off. This time around ill be blasting hcg and aromsin throughout so hopefully that might have a better affect. any advise on anything that could help out with this issue would be greatly appreciated. and wouldnt just 500mg of test a week just be terrible seeing that eq and npp will probly have my sex drive shut down even harder with that little bit of test??

 

[jay_dub]

Well I'll tell you one thing, no magic pct protocol is going to bring you and your sex drive back to life after 20 weeks of that. The only thing that will bring that back is time. And even then its not guaranteed.

Dont waste your money on pct, its bullshit.

 

[LiftAmongstGiants]

So your saying you never PCT? Do you cycle or blast and cruise? if you cycle your saying you recover fine without a pct? and lastly do you think I would have a better shot at keeping my drive and coming back if i lowered it to a 12 week cycle instead? I love cycling because lifting has alway been the major part of my day since highschool and I love making Gains but fuckk not at the cost of losing my dick:banghead:. lol.. please if anyone knows the best situation or road i should take please give me info! Thanks