littlemack
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- Aug 13, 2007
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Well that is why I have not yet stood on a stage nor posted pics up until this moment! Just like everyone else, I am my own worst critic! But, I cannot stand to hear constructive criticism hate form the haterz! I know that is the name of the sport and I tip my cap to any of you who partake in it.
Now as for the " Dixichic " . She was a member here and was my late fiance and ROCK for 7 years. At 33 years young on March 23, 2006 I woke up next to her in our NY home. It was unlike her not to wake up before my lazy ass. So I reached my hand over to " My Angel " and caressed her body.
" Holy Mother of God " as I jumped out of bed and flipped the light on. She was ice cold & stiff to the touch and completely blue as I layed eyes on her. That is all that needs to be said! She had moved on to a higher power at sometime during the night.
The autopsy and toxicology came back inconclusive. Yep... no defifnitive cause of death. They had only found a enlarged heart and overactive thyroid as she took Cytomel & Winstrol from time to time.
Well as you would think my life changed forever after that moment and there are very few waking moments that go by that I do not think of her. She left behind 2 kids and lots of family.
As for me...... well I have since then met someone very true to me and a life Savior! Life is good now . . . . . ..
I get tears everytime I hear this story man. Why'd you have to go and do that to me? huh?
Like I said, Dixie is very proud of you and smiling down on you now. She is very proud of you, as are we, and you are an inspiration to a lot of us. I can only hope to be 270 and 10% one day with your strength and endurance.
Keep making us proud. I can't wait to get in that squat rack now!