**Off the bat, I made a thread about a week or two ago about buying a house with my new girl. I took everyones honest advice, really considered things. Had a huge talk with her, saw many red flags.. we got in a huge fight, we split up, and I moved out.
Long story short: In a relationship for 13 years, married for 4, got divorced for the better, im happy about that in, march 2018. April 2018, until recently, have been dating my best friend who has a 5 year old daughter; we lived together for 4 months.
I'll be completely honest, I've never been single. Im scared, im lost, I don't know what to do with myself; im currently at my parents. I live in a smaller town. Im 30. I come from a family that is very family oriented. All I ever wanted was a wife and kids. I feel like im to old to be single, and life has past me by. My mind is wandering all day.. i have no clue what to think or do. The days are extremely long, because I feel like I have nothing to do with myself. I have limited friends, they all moved away, or are married with kids. I work as a nurse, everyone I work with are girls.
***Please don't be hard on me, im depressed.. I actually need your words of help right now.
I have nobody where im at in a little town.. i work in healthcare, I can get a job ANYWHERE easy.. im tempted to make a life change for ME, and just move to a bigger city. Where there are more people, more activities, more going on, more opportunity.
I can stay here, in a little town, with no friends, or move to a big city, with no friends and have a much easier time meeting people using Meetup apps and all. I've looked into the meetup apps around here, but there is nothing, its empty.
Staying where I am, I am constantly reminded of my Ex Wife of 14 years, and my Ex best friend, of 5 years.. who I lost both.. moving, will get me out of that..
I can move to city with much bigger hospitals, and much more job opportunities..
Long story short: In a relationship for 13 years, married for 4, got divorced for the better, im happy about that in, march 2018. April 2018, until recently, have been dating my best friend who has a 5 year old daughter; we lived together for 4 months.
I'll be completely honest, I've never been single. Im scared, im lost, I don't know what to do with myself; im currently at my parents. I live in a smaller town. Im 30. I come from a family that is very family oriented. All I ever wanted was a wife and kids. I feel like im to old to be single, and life has past me by. My mind is wandering all day.. i have no clue what to think or do. The days are extremely long, because I feel like I have nothing to do with myself. I have limited friends, they all moved away, or are married with kids. I work as a nurse, everyone I work with are girls.
***Please don't be hard on me, im depressed.. I actually need your words of help right now.
I have nobody where im at in a little town.. i work in healthcare, I can get a job ANYWHERE easy.. im tempted to make a life change for ME, and just move to a bigger city. Where there are more people, more activities, more going on, more opportunity.
I can stay here, in a little town, with no friends, or move to a big city, with no friends and have a much easier time meeting people using Meetup apps and all. I've looked into the meetup apps around here, but there is nothing, its empty.
Staying where I am, I am constantly reminded of my Ex Wife of 14 years, and my Ex best friend, of 5 years.. who I lost both.. moving, will get me out of that..
I can move to city with much bigger hospitals, and much more job opportunities..