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First let me apologize for making this story so long but if I leave out details it will be a clusterfuck. I will try to summarize the story in the shortest way I can
- Hook up with a chick two months ago I met off instagram,...met her at a club she invites me back to her place, banged her the first night I met her. her name was ashley. Im funny about chicks who put out on the first date, so I Never called her back.
found a girl who I thought was more relationship material who I had been talking to previously...her name is Jenny. Unlike ashley who gave it up to me in a month, Jenny made me work for it and earned my respect.
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Jenny was asking me about previous relationships, I brought up Ashley Idont know why I just brought her up. . she asked for a picture, so my dumbass showed her a picture of ashley.
- Fast forward three weeks, she sees a guy posting a picture of a chick on "women crush wednesday" drooling over some girl she recognized. . turns out it was Ashley. (the chick I banged two months ago) So my current gf calls me up tlling me she found ashleys instagram...
the guy who posted the picture of ashley....turns out Jenny went out with this guy once apparently, but said there wasn't any chemistry and that she kissed him but she didn't have sex with him. Here I am feeling like a million bucks, because this guy that tried to get at my gf months ago who my gf may of had feelings for at the time.....is drooling over one of my one night stands. Only reassuring my gf that I am the superior man..
I mean lets keep it real, if you have a one night stand with a chick, and you see a guy in a relationship with that chick at a bar that night with your former "whore" on his arm...he is a joke to you. And My deepest fear is being "that guy". So...I usually break up with chicks in fear of this happening to me.
The girl Im dating now, is great....she earned my respect by making me work for her. But there is a part of me, a small part of me...that can't help but feel like a sucker for investing emotional effort into a chick who may of had some one night stand with a guy. I mean as great as she is, she is human after all....
I recognize that this is a flaw, but Im on a board with a bunch of narcistic guys with big egos as well aren't I? so I can't be the only guy who has trouble accepting his girlfriends past?
my friends say "shes with you now so it shouldn't matter"
" she didn't know you at the time, so why would you care"
yeah yeah.
Im not dumb enough to ask about my go's sexual past. But If I ever found out she had a one night stand with a guy.. Id dump her ass. Im not an idiot though Im sure she has she is human after all.
Im fucked up...I get it. And Tren only seems to make my paranoia worse. but please tell me Im not the only fucked up guy on here? It would be comforting to know that Im not.
- Hook up with a chick two months ago I met off instagram,...met her at a club she invites me back to her place, banged her the first night I met her. her name was ashley. Im funny about chicks who put out on the first date, so I Never called her back.
found a girl who I thought was more relationship material who I had been talking to previously...her name is Jenny. Unlike ashley who gave it up to me in a month, Jenny made me work for it and earned my respect.
-
Jenny was asking me about previous relationships, I brought up Ashley Idont know why I just brought her up. . she asked for a picture, so my dumbass showed her a picture of ashley.
- Fast forward three weeks, she sees a guy posting a picture of a chick on "women crush wednesday" drooling over some girl she recognized. . turns out it was Ashley. (the chick I banged two months ago) So my current gf calls me up tlling me she found ashleys instagram...
the guy who posted the picture of ashley....turns out Jenny went out with this guy once apparently, but said there wasn't any chemistry and that she kissed him but she didn't have sex with him. Here I am feeling like a million bucks, because this guy that tried to get at my gf months ago who my gf may of had feelings for at the time.....is drooling over one of my one night stands. Only reassuring my gf that I am the superior man..
I mean lets keep it real, if you have a one night stand with a chick, and you see a guy in a relationship with that chick at a bar that night with your former "whore" on his arm...he is a joke to you. And My deepest fear is being "that guy". So...I usually break up with chicks in fear of this happening to me.
The girl Im dating now, is great....she earned my respect by making me work for her. But there is a part of me, a small part of me...that can't help but feel like a sucker for investing emotional effort into a chick who may of had some one night stand with a guy. I mean as great as she is, she is human after all....
I recognize that this is a flaw, but Im on a board with a bunch of narcistic guys with big egos as well aren't I? so I can't be the only guy who has trouble accepting his girlfriends past?
my friends say "shes with you now so it shouldn't matter"
" she didn't know you at the time, so why would you care"
yeah yeah.
Im not dumb enough to ask about my go's sexual past. But If I ever found out she had a one night stand with a guy.. Id dump her ass. Im not an idiot though Im sure she has she is human after all.
Im fucked up...I get it. And Tren only seems to make my paranoia worse. but please tell me Im not the only fucked up guy on here? It would be comforting to know that Im not.