shit, guess i had that coming. all valid points. I will say my family history is clean, I know that to be true. However, that does not rectify anything.
Drinking all day is not something I ever did before and it's not a binge where it's a lot all at once. It's over the course of the day and next thing you know, you've been drinking all day. I will say, I am fairly conscious about my food intake. Grilled chicen, turkey on wheat, salads, whey, clif bars, fruit, etc... Although pizza on the weekends, no matter where, when or why, is and always will be a must.
Not that I feel I need to defend myself, just you all should know what the deal is.
This is the first time in my life I have partied like this. It just kind of happened. Broke up with ex and started socializing a lot more, then got in on a shore house and all hell broke loose. I was already on cycle and to my own fault I didn't think twice. I have drank before while on. But now that it has come to light, I never drank as much as I am now.