Maybe a bit off topic as far as sides. But something else is at work here as far as the number of depressed people on meds these days.
The best thing I ever did was drop the fear, know that the shit might hit the fan emotionally and that it wouldn't kill me, I would bear it. Know we can't control everything and give up trying to. The worst that can happen is death...And so what? And I'm not gonna give away every moment of life fearing that moment. I'm gonna have a blast until that happens and live as it suits me.
I also wonder if too many just feel trapped in the lives they've architected and feel like they can't get free. But we can. Remember: You don't HAVE TO do anything. There are always other choices. People may be hurt and disappointed. Too bad. I'd rather be a little selfish in my pursuits than depressed for everyone else's benefit.
I also wonder if just we know too much about these meds.
For example, we hear that with No PCT = sex drive drops, Tren kills boners, Withdrawal from meds is rough and may be impossible for some ,etc, etc.
I remember coming off AAS the first time in the early 90's, running Deca only cycles and all sorts of stupid shit. I screwed my brains out on those cycles! I had no idea about PCT...I simply ran out and couldn't get more AAS...well, sex drive was fine, I got smaller and was depressed for a while, but it straightened out.
Later, I dropped Paxil and nothing. I was depressed on it, depressed off it. Same. Sex drive was ok throughout. I dropped it and threw it away, and forgot about it. Maybe Im just lucky...
I'm not saying the sides aren't real, but the gravity of them is increased when we are anxious about them and waiting.