^ dude I don't think morepain meant it in a bad way, I certainly didn't.
really to a large degree it is just about growing up.
you know im not in any way talking form a preaching standpoint, just been there done that sorta thing and I still go back n forth with it.
there are lots of fun drugs to play with, of every kind, at some point I as much as I didn't even want to admit it to myself, had to admit that drug taking of a certain level does impact those around you. probably in a negative way that you would feel is unfair if done to you..
that is something I assume more then know as I have never really been close with someone more interested in drugs them me.
there are a LOT of older guys that are here that are GOOD examples to learn form, they minimize drugs, really work health and seem on the outside to be pretty normal family guys... some of our most revered board members.
these are great guys to really pay attention to and learn from, even if you think they bs bit in terms of dose or whatever.
I will never be that normal or responsible.
I am probably lucky to still be alive.
I am some where in the middle now with all of this, but no where near responsible.
keep shit like that somewhere in the back of your head is all, you are in the years where we all did our worst, we know, no ones talking bad or down, just like hey, at some point you will see there is more to it.
we all have friends that didn't make it through that...:lightbulb:
now go do your injects! lol