Sorry to be debby downer here but my best friend of the last 11 years, my Rotti mix has been diagnosed with an aggressive form of cancer. We thought initially it'd be operable and Id pay anything to get more time with her but the doc says the cancer it ended up being, her quality of life would be terrible and I can't do that to her, it'd be evil and selfish. I know what I need to do and logically I know it's the best friend I can be to her and the only way to repay her for the best friend she's been to me. Fuck me tho, I'm wrecked, how'd you guys who did this do this, how do you come to terms with having to do it. How'd you get over it. She's been my shadow, sleeps on my feet when we're chilling or at work, crawls on the bed every night, pushing my girl out of the way lol, first one out the door whenever I open the door, hard times ugly times there... shes still with me, I meet the doctor tmw to see how long she's got and talk when it'd be best but seriously feels like part of me is dyin here.
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